About redfox

There is a fine line between dreams and reality, it's up to you to draw it. Only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible. I think it's in my basement... let me go upstairs and check. Reality is the leading cause of stress amongst those in touch with it.

My name is RedFox and my other name could be no more useless.
Hmmm.. Where to start???

A general outline of me is possibly the same thing as a picture drawn with Crayons, and color markings that go outside the lines. I personally care very little about others opinions but I find their ideas and thoughts simply interesting... I am currently planning on getting a Major in Psychology but that does not mean I am going to spend the rest of my life in that field. In most cases I simply drink till I have had my fill, then I move onto something different. I sort of have a goal, and if I were to state it in words, I like to see moving things. They're boring when they don't move. A windmill that is not moving can be nice from time to time, but most of the time, it's not even worth looking at. Now, I want to move the windmill with the wind of my actions. There probably isn't any meaning in life. Perhaps you only find something interesting to do while you are alive.

I have been a fan/Loyal of Criss Angel for nearly 3years now and a user of this site for 1year. I think the things Criss does shows how in the end; no laws and what others believe in can restrict your actions. People who clam "Criss is a fake" are simply idiotic morons... Personally, I don't believe in magic. If you believe in magic then you must also believe there is a difference in the actions you perform daily. I don't put "actions and moment" into different category's, just like Red, Blue, Yellow and Black are all colors. What some would call "Magic" and what some would call "illusion" are nothing but the same thing... In Criss's performances, he performs actions without failure so I see nothing "fake" in them... Everyone lives bound by their own knowledge and awareness. This is what defines their reality. However, knowledge and awareness are vague and perhaps better called illusions. Don't you think, Everyone lives in their own little subjective interpretations of reality?

If anyone here knows what Runescape is, then you must know I am a Nerd when it comes to that game. A picture of my Character is above =P bet you can't guess what his name is... I don't know why, but that pointless game gives me hours of enjoyment. This is an extremely good thing because HOURS of game play are needed for a powerful character in the game. I am currently trying to get a 99level attack, which is as high as you can get any skill level. I am currently at lvl 90 and as you get higher in level, more time is needed to get to the next level.... after doing a "simple" math problem, I have found out I will need to play the game nonstop and train my attack for a total of 178hours before it is finally level 99.... But don't be Fooled... I bet you think I am fat =P I bet you think I am a total geek! Well, your wrong... I am in fact, a Ninja!!! I balance almost all my Free Time between playing Runescape and my Training in Parkour/FreeRunning. If you do no know what Parkour of FreeRunning is; then please read a Blog I made on it by Clicking Here . I respect the human body to such a degree, I refuse any forms of drugs. Your body possibly has the capabilities to accomplish things on its own.. I constantly put my body under large amounts of stress in order to hopefully gain the power I hunger for. If you did not know, evolution is taking place constantly and I hope to speed up that posses by putting myself into situations were I need to evolve in order to survive. Its disgusting how people go to work all day and sit in front of a computer, then come home and sit in front of a T.V. all night

Yes, the above is me... I get called stupid and ugly almost every day, so you eventually start to not care any less about those around you. I enjoy being independent and acting alone because it helps me focus on my goals and not someone else. I think its disgusting how close humans have become to each other, which is equivalent to rats lying on top of each other in their rat holes... Are people afraid of relying on themselves? Are people afraid that if they are in isolation that they will die?..... I do basically everything alone and enjoy every second of it. I understand you do not NEED other people in order to survive. You will continue to live as long as you eat, drink and fight for yourself. I don't really have any "friends" although and there are not many people I truly trust. I view mostly everyone as just someone to talk too, nothing more. Many view me as Selfish, Sick, Twisted and or Freak =) I actually like that, because they will remember me more easily....

A Quick Outline of me:

Cloths: Black (On a side note, I always have gloves and a jacket on)
Eyes: Hazel.... so, Brown green and gray (It would be awesome if they were Dark Red and Black)
Hight: umm... I think 5'9"?
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Hobbies: Runescape, Parkour/FreeRunning, Thinking, Reading, Learning, Music
Peirchings: Snakebites (two piercings on lower lip)
Race: White (Not that it matters, I am also part Egyptian. My heritage goes back to ancient Egypt but i have no idea how OR why my past family decided to come to the U.S.A)
Favorite Color: Black then Red then White
Favorite Subject: Reality
Favorite Animal: the Red Fox (and after that, the Ferret)
Music: Hard Rock, Nu Rock and Metal
Bands: Red, Korn, Static X, Three days Grace, Mudvayne, Breaking Benjamin, OT3P, Linkin Park, Psychostick, FlyLeaf, Drowing pool, Apocalyptica, Hollywood Undead, Devil Driver, Powerman 5000, System of a Down, and more.....
Dream: Destroying this world then Creating it the way I want it to be
Way Of Life: Just trying to live to tomorrow
Most Hated: Stupid Pop-Up Adds and Stupid Pop-Up Annoying People
Attracted Too: Darkness
Foot Size: WTF?

Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart. We never fell in love, we only fell apart. Take a look at the world around you, Can you see the desperation? Take a look at the world around you, Can you see the life your living?.....

"Religion, ideology, resources, land, spite, love or just "because." No matter how pathetic the reason, it's enough to start war. War will never cease to exist, reasons can be thought up after the fact. Human nature pursues strife. Even the most ignorant, innocent child will eventually grow up as they learn what true pain is. It affects what they say, what they think… and they become real people. War brings death.. And wounds and pain to both sides. There's nothing harder to accept than the deaths of those you love.. So you believe they could never die.. Especially those who haven't known war.. Like your generation."

I have lived a very short life... Yet, the time I have lived so far has made up an entire life time for others. People live and die every day, so life is possibly nothing more than an overrated phenomenon... Or its much more than that... I respect life to such a degree that I believe only those that can handle life, should continue living. Everyone has the ability to create their own goals and live by their own standers. I believe these goals and standards are the reason people exist and should be what guides people as they continue to live. I think life should always be a challenge and you should grow stronger each day, not weaker.... Life is filled with nothing more than opinion, a self opinion of what is "right" and what is "wrong"... Would someone or something want to control your opinions, which then allows them to control the way you exist? Whether you notice it or not, YOU ARE BEING HELD DOWN.... Gods, Government, Police, Kings, Generals, Laws and Tradition... These are things that have been created with only a purpose of controlling you with fear. I dream of a world where no one has control over land and a world where no life is controlled my another living thing. I dream of a world that allows you to focus on what you believe is most important.... I believe in Anarchy

People want "peace" to such a point, they are willing to defend it.... By fighting... Haha! I think its funny how people believe peace can be made with bloodshed. War is only used to make your opponent fear you, so they surrender and do as you command. They still disagree with you, they just have no choice but to follow what the more powerful person believes in... Other people use simple yet complex Lies to create peace. How fun is it when the person you are lying too was ACTUALLY lying to you from the start?... I believe it is quite clear to see "peace" does not exist and I can't understand why people try to live in a false reality of a painless world... Its unbelievable that humans are still terrified of this world more than even the smallest of animals, still living in their natural environments... Its pathetic how people trade paper money for land and still believe they own it, when they file taxes each year to the government. I think its funny how people are willing to spend their entire lives following a God or Higher Power, making themselves nothing more than a little chess piece... Politics is nothing more than people trying to pretend they are no longer animals. Yet, the people in politics are willing to lie and cheat, because it will affect if they can put food on the table.... Don't you find it odd that a God/HigherPower would decide to; first create you, then see if you worship and obey them... and THEN send you to heaven or hell for all eternity based on only an average 80years of life?

I don't understand why life has become so complicated and complex... Once we worried about living till the next day and protecting our children... Now people are worried about not getting a pack of cigarettes and if they are not going to have children before they are 18years old.... I simply want the foundations of this civilization to be destroyed, because that destruction will create something far more poetic... Less of a civilization and more of a species. Lets go back to what we once were and what nature wants us to be, NOT what some guy in a suit or thing above the clouds thinks we should be... Please understand that Anarchy is a world without Restrictions, Not a world without Reason