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My eyes maybe alive... but i am dead
August 28, 2008If only we were all dead, and lived like zombies
Iv been invited... I have decided... Ive been sliced in... Again!!
Fly to the light... Fly to the light... My mind tells me not to, but my body wants me to. It needs me... Heh-Heh-Heh... My sweet sweet body, My only company. I thank you for giving me a home, and you will be repaid.
I dont do drugs... such things, i dont have a need for. I constantly give you tests... such events in this world, i will always be ready. I give you the name animal... such is all living things, i am nearly one. I give you the name elit... such is what all living things should be, i have trained both you and my mind.
Why is it so hard to live.... life.. I am easly surviving this world, and yet i have died more times than i can count. Why am i alive, when i feel dead?... I have tryed to be like you.... I look at you now. My living flesh, what is your secret? You feel pain, and yet you lack the pain of emotion... I envy you, and wish i could be more like you... Its my conshisness, my personality, my mortality that stops me.. Why is there any need for thought? You offer us a world of peace.. a world with out religion, race, discrimination, and harassment... And yet we are so quick to turn that away. We could all be zombies and focuse only on living, but we think that would be boring so we focuse on caring...... My body.. You are the only thing in this world i would fight for, and yet you will not do the same for me... If someone looks at you, or does you wrong, they will recive the same pain two fold...... Yet..... Every time some one takes my breath away. Every time my heart is broken. Every time my friends stab me.... You do nuthing, as i am killed by..... Emotions!..... Yes! Emotions!... A pice of matter capable of movement, is a sitting duck when it comes to a figment of the imagination.... So what do we do? You sleep.. I ecscape this world useing OBE, but you stay.. You stay and breath the breath of life, and you live. You dont need me, but i need you..... I need you for my REVENGE!! Heh-Heh-Heh.... Fly to the light... Fly to the light.. My mind tells me to, and my body wants me to. I need me... So, the endless fable starts over.
Iv been invited... I have decided... Iv been sliced in... Again!!
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